Okay first off, Vitamin String Quartet, absolutely bloody amazing! Currently feeling overjoyed to http://www.youtube.com/user/VitaminStringQuartet#p/u/477/vCK6GGUEspM If you don't know the song, you might not be so overwhelmed with joy, but it still sounds overly happy :P
They are an amazing group and have some friggin' excellent covers. This discovery has actually made my week. I love you Goosey~
Speaking of bloody, I had my wisdom teeth out and all I can taste is, yep, blood. Yum yum yum. Kinda loses it's zang after the first day and just become eh >_<" I'm in little to no pain though :D Which is excellent! They talked it up to sound so scary. It's a little funny trying to eat without teeth though :P I have to gulp everything, which feels ridiculous and doesn't go down all that well. My mum is a legend though and has been blending up all the yummy meals x3! Last night I got mixed vege's, chicken steak and diane sauce mush :D Hahaha, it was amazing. I love my Mum (L)
Side note to the surgery, I have the funniest story; I was actually in hysterics over this at the time. Okay so here's the scene, I have a ridiculous needle phobia and some cool dude surfer nurse has just taken me into the operating room and put me on the table. I'm just chillin' y'know, waiting to be put to sleep, dreading the needle. A lady hooks up some wires and the pulse monitor on my finger, which I mistook for her trying to needle me. Another quick side note, I have a low pulse of like 50, and people are always like "You a really sporty person eh?" And Mum always laughs. Anyways I'm on the table, waiting, watching my pulse machine on 54, another nurse walks in "Don't worry Mitchell, the doctor will be in soon to put you to sleep :)" BEEP BEEP BEEP, watch the machine go spastic as my pulse goes jumps from 54 to 87 in a couple seconds :P I lost my shit and couldn't stop laughing, and then when the nurse was asking why I was laughing I was trying to explain the phobia and my pulse and whatnot, she didn't care. I still think it was hilarious.
Since I was expecting to be dead this weekend after the surgery, I took work off, and now I'm all fine :D So I get to go camping at the river with Dad and brother, so that should be tops :) Despite the couple huge assignments still lurking in the background, but eh, they can wait until the panic really sets in :P
And finally, http://www.youtube.com/user/VitaminStringQuartet#p/u/526/DsRKQFNvz_Y
OMFG! There are so many good ones, I've probably picked a couple bad ones to show case, but trust me they are amazing :D
Also, finally hit baseline with the ex status again, and thing's are starting to clear up again :) Which is nice. Bree makes me feel like such an awkward teenager again, it's weird because she makes me feel so shy and 'first relationship'y, but at the same time it's cute. I dunno, I'm looking forward to things, she makes me happy :) I love that feeling of slowly learning more and more about a person and that feeling as they slowly become more and more attached to you <3
I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL UNI IS OVER(!)
I'm living for the mass holidays atm :) It'll be amazing~
Friday, October 1, 2010
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Gone forever
"I feel so, much better, now that you're gone forever, I tell myself, that I don't miss you at all. I'm not lying, denying, that I feel so much better, Now that you're gone forever."
In hindsight, I really don't know why I was so down in the dumps yesterday ^^" Just one of those days I guess. I burnt your letters and now you're gone, It's as simple as that.
Anyways, new and better day :D I've spent the day getting some homework out the way and I'm blindly optimistic about the future once again! Just got a message from a friend "The freezer at work broke again, so there are a-loooooooot of pizza's that are dead and need to be eaten by the end of today, free pizza at mine at 5." I have been waiting all week for that message :P haha!
Before I head off though, I just remembered a important fact I forgot to mention yesterday that heavily contributed to my emo yesterday. The all or nothing nursing course I want to get into next year, turns out it only has 90 places available. Rough as, If I don't get into this particular course, I think I'm going to consider giving up on university and get into mine work or something and sum up heaps of minor qualifications like my Dad has. Just that thought of my short term goal falling through has really shattered my fragile thoughts of the future. Planning your future is heavy stuff mans. Damn, phone rang and I lost my train of thought. Oh yeah, BLINDLY OPTIMISTIC!
Side note, I have so much homework to miraculously finish during my operation recovery it's not even funny. Should be a fun panic-y couple weeks ahead :P
~Blog post ended~
In hindsight, I really don't know why I was so down in the dumps yesterday ^^" Just one of those days I guess. I burnt your letters and now you're gone, It's as simple as that.
Anyways, new and better day :D I've spent the day getting some homework out the way and I'm blindly optimistic about the future once again! Just got a message from a friend "The freezer at work broke again, so there are a-loooooooot of pizza's that are dead and need to be eaten by the end of today, free pizza at mine at 5." I have been waiting all week for that message :P haha!
Before I head off though, I just remembered a important fact I forgot to mention yesterday that heavily contributed to my emo yesterday. The all or nothing nursing course I want to get into next year, turns out it only has 90 places available. Rough as, If I don't get into this particular course, I think I'm going to consider giving up on university and get into mine work or something and sum up heaps of minor qualifications like my Dad has. Just that thought of my short term goal falling through has really shattered my fragile thoughts of the future. Planning your future is heavy stuff mans. Damn, phone rang and I lost my train of thought. Oh yeah, BLINDLY OPTIMISTIC!
Side note, I have so much homework to miraculously finish during my operation recovery it's not even funny. Should be a fun panic-y couple weeks ahead :P
~Blog post ended~
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Such is life
-Oh you child, you silly boy,
Why do you care, why do you try?
The past is past, it's so far gone,
Curiosity kills, why won't you learn?
Memories don't fade, they're concreted forever,
So why do you sit just to stew and suffer?
That girl will not vanish, so oh what a pity,
Your lives are just lives, not meant for together,
So just keep forgetting and try to remember,
no matter what happens,
This can't last forever.
-
So it's that time again, end of holidays and time to actually get into some homework! So in the spirit of good procrastination, I thought I better write a status update first to clear my mind out.
I'm such an idiot sometimes, the bare bones of it all being that I continue to do things that cause me pain. Why do I do that? I could argue with anyone all day about what I'm feeling and the potential factors behind it and whatever' truths. Sometimes I just lay here and let myself separate from the world, and yet I still find myself feeling that longing for that cold empty feeling in my chest. I also hate those moments where you question life, not in a "Why am I alive?" But "What is a life, why are we alive?"
I don't even know where this post is going. I've woken up this morning with a ridiculous pounding headache that won't leave me alone, and I can't shake this weightless cold fluid feeling in my chest. Another one of those 'Just let me close my eyes and float away' days. I'm going UNDER THE KNIFE later this week, not quite so dramatically, but it'll be nice to rest for half a week before uni goes back.
So I better get all these assignments out the way before I go back to uni, I have a bad feeling about the rest of this year X_x" I really feel like I've just lost my motivation for life, I have no idea where I am, Where I'm going, where I want to go and Why I should go. Just gotta live this out I guess ^^" This stupid thing we call 'life'.
Why do you care, why do you try?
The past is past, it's so far gone,
Curiosity kills, why won't you learn?
Memories don't fade, they're concreted forever,
So why do you sit just to stew and suffer?
That girl will not vanish, so oh what a pity,
Your lives are just lives, not meant for together,
So just keep forgetting and try to remember,
no matter what happens,
This can't last forever.
-
So it's that time again, end of holidays and time to actually get into some homework! So in the spirit of good procrastination, I thought I better write a status update first to clear my mind out.
I'm such an idiot sometimes, the bare bones of it all being that I continue to do things that cause me pain. Why do I do that? I could argue with anyone all day about what I'm feeling and the potential factors behind it and whatever' truths. Sometimes I just lay here and let myself separate from the world, and yet I still find myself feeling that longing for that cold empty feeling in my chest. I also hate those moments where you question life, not in a "Why am I alive?" But "What is a life, why are we alive?"
I don't even know where this post is going. I've woken up this morning with a ridiculous pounding headache that won't leave me alone, and I can't shake this weightless cold fluid feeling in my chest. Another one of those 'Just let me close my eyes and float away' days. I'm going UNDER THE KNIFE later this week, not quite so dramatically, but it'll be nice to rest for half a week before uni goes back.
So I better get all these assignments out the way before I go back to uni, I have a bad feeling about the rest of this year X_x" I really feel like I've just lost my motivation for life, I have no idea where I am, Where I'm going, where I want to go and Why I should go. Just gotta live this out I guess ^^" This stupid thing we call 'life'.
Monday, September 13, 2010
For the love of Koala's
Daez lyk cuddleh wittle beyhres an stff!
But seriously, it seems these updates are just for a good friends sake :P
Anywayyyyyyyyyyssss, Update is in order apparently!
Can't be bothered checking my last update, but, managed to disable myself in the last couple weeks by damaging me foot badly and fracturing my wrist. Both of which are currently still recovering :P And were caused from separate silly incidents xD
Have also given up the job search in the city for a little while, but I'll work something out come next year. I think I'm happy working my weekends away in the country :3 for now anyways.
Uni work has been flat out, on a completely different note, tried ice skating lessons, wasn't that great.
Had a revelation the other night, decided to delete facebook and start on a complete remodel of my lifestyle and whatnot :3 I really want to achieve some self goals and get my shite together I've decided. Eg Getting fit, studying more, doing better
Also been seeing an awesome ladeh whom I use to go to primary school with back in the day, she goes to my uni and knows some friends, crazy! Anyways, she's pretty and talkative and really pretty and has an interesting back story. I'm happy to have started getting a connection with someone again and hopefully something good will come of it :) Can't say much more on it for now xP Because I think some things still need to be sorted out xD Seems I'm pretty bad at solidifying relationship status's :P
Still procrastinating, Exercised, learnt some more guitar and am now blogging, time to actually start my homework ^^"
Night Peep(s) :D
But seriously, it seems these updates are just for a good friends sake :P
Anywayyyyyyyyyyssss, Update is in order apparently!
Can't be bothered checking my last update, but, managed to disable myself in the last couple weeks by damaging me foot badly and fracturing my wrist. Both of which are currently still recovering :P And were caused from separate silly incidents xD
Have also given up the job search in the city for a little while, but I'll work something out come next year. I think I'm happy working my weekends away in the country :3 for now anyways.
Uni work has been flat out, on a completely different note, tried ice skating lessons, wasn't that great.
Had a revelation the other night, decided to delete facebook and start on a complete remodel of my lifestyle and whatnot :3 I really want to achieve some self goals and get my shite together I've decided. Eg Getting fit, studying more, doing better
Also been seeing an awesome ladeh whom I use to go to primary school with back in the day, she goes to my uni and knows some friends, crazy! Anyways, she's pretty and talkative and really pretty and has an interesting back story. I'm happy to have started getting a connection with someone again and hopefully something good will come of it :) Can't say much more on it for now xP Because I think some things still need to be sorted out xD Seems I'm pretty bad at solidifying relationship status's :P
Still procrastinating, Exercised, learnt some more guitar and am now blogging, time to actually start my homework ^^"
Night Peep(s) :D
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Quick update
KFC interview was unsuccessful, hoping for work at a supermarket through the week
Doing a statistics assignment atm, not feeling so overwhelmed anymore, getting there with my uni work
Teakwondo is fun as. Finally getting to sparring, learnt my lesson about kicking towards the back of the body. Elbows are bad for your feet; mine hurts like a %(*#&
I'm feeling a little lonely tonight. Really just craving some human contact~
Tonight is a light grey, cloudy starless night. Beautiful as. I was flustered from TKW, so it was nice outside for me and a nice cool breeze with a little spitting rain. The most epic, All I need right now is a girl to hold my hand and have a kiss in the rain to know I'm not alone moment.
Also realising how little sleep I'm going to get this week. Concert Friday night, then a 10 hour shift Saturday morning. HOT CHOCOLATE FUDGE.
Also had a pretty rad day at uni today. Lack of work, exploring the river Torrens. I could sleep my life away there on the riverbank~
Concluding:
"I'm lost in the moment, where the tide embraces me. Where I fall into the ri-ver and set sail towards the seas~" (8)
Doing a statistics assignment atm, not feeling so overwhelmed anymore, getting there with my uni work
Teakwondo is fun as. Finally getting to sparring, learnt my lesson about kicking towards the back of the body. Elbows are bad for your feet; mine hurts like a %(*#&
I'm feeling a little lonely tonight. Really just craving some human contact~
Tonight is a light grey, cloudy starless night. Beautiful as. I was flustered from TKW, so it was nice outside for me and a nice cool breeze with a little spitting rain. The most epic, All I need right now is a girl to hold my hand and have a kiss in the rain to know I'm not alone moment.
Also realising how little sleep I'm going to get this week. Concert Friday night, then a 10 hour shift Saturday morning. HOT CHOCOLATE FUDGE.
Also had a pretty rad day at uni today. Lack of work, exploring the river Torrens. I could sleep my life away there on the riverbank~
Concluding:
"I'm lost in the moment, where the tide embraces me. Where I fall into the ri-ver and set sail towards the seas~" (8)
Monday, August 9, 2010
The triumpet return of the sun
For it has returned! Flooding the city with it's glorious warmth and vitamin C!
And UV-rays and other DNA damaging radiation :3 Huzzah!
So yus, this is an update! Since last post I have uni'd and then worked some more, Kind of getting to know a new ladeh friend, and now back to uni again :P I'm really excited for the weekend again x3 I'm starting to get really sick of uni actually, not in a "I'ma quit because it's boring and layme!" But just in a "I much prefer working in a shop and making money :)" Kind of way xP
HIGHLIGHTS!
I finally got an email back from KFC :3 Interview and whatnot, meaning a potential job to have through the week nights and the potential to earn more moneh! :D Yay!
I'm hoping I get the job by default since they took like a week and a half longer than they said they would to get back to me >_>" Also, I have a nice shirt and jeans thankfully, but I'm lacking awesome interview shoes and flashy black pants the ultimate impression D:! Also, I'm going to have to spray my fringe out my eyes .__." Incase they find the slight eye fringe insulting and making me un-hire-able :P Anyways the interview is in a few days later this week, so should be exciting :3 and nerve racking.
Another couple things, First off, emotional confusion and decision making! As previous mentioned, making a new friend whom I have known and worked with for ages :3 she's really awesome now that we've actually started to chat. Awkwardly invited her to the movies to join me with a friend, so her friend came and it was a bit awkward apparently xD Saw inception, OMFG AMAZING!!!! THE WORLD WILL NEVER BE THE SAME EVER AGAIN!!! But yeah it was pretty good :3 Spent the rest of that day watching more movies with my friend, later ended up briefly going to see the new girl at her uncles 40th birthday bash on her property :P That was also awkward, but I got a "Maybe we can hang next weekend and it will be awesome and non awkward! :)" So yeah, I dunno ^^" So much I can blurt and spill and unleash my mental mess and whatnot, but I'll just leave it at starting to meet a new person for now :3
Second, Complete LOLZ. Had my statistics tute again, this time with the actual lecturer. A: the class was less than half the size it was during the first week xD and B: I spent the majority of the lesson fighting hysterics and grinning like a fool :P She was trying to explain the correlation of two variables on a graph, To you chums who did maths studies in year 12, this is the r^2 value of a scatter plot of data. Measuring how close they resemble a linear relationship. ANYWAYS she tried to explain by putting a ruler on the projection paper to explain what she meant, this covered half the projection and didn't work :P So she got out her texter and drew a line through the data on the projection, and then she realised the projection was on the wall, not on the white board. It was a massive line too xD The class was laughing and I was like hysterical .__." Bawling and choking on my withheld crazy laughing. I hate hysterical laughter X.x" Every time I thought About it, i'd laugh more and more. In the end put my headphones in and continued taking notes to calm me down :P I still grin stupidly thinking about that moment. Hilarious.
Anywho, I have my mate Jackson down for the week :3 so that's pretty cool also.
Off to study and do some errands and whatnot now~Until next time guiz! :D
And UV-rays and other DNA damaging radiation :3 Huzzah!
So yus, this is an update! Since last post I have uni'd and then worked some more, Kind of getting to know a new ladeh friend, and now back to uni again :P I'm really excited for the weekend again x3 I'm starting to get really sick of uni actually, not in a "I'ma quit because it's boring and layme!" But just in a "I much prefer working in a shop and making money :)" Kind of way xP
HIGHLIGHTS!
I finally got an email back from KFC :3 Interview and whatnot, meaning a potential job to have through the week nights and the potential to earn more moneh! :D Yay!
I'm hoping I get the job by default since they took like a week and a half longer than they said they would to get back to me >_>" Also, I have a nice shirt and jeans thankfully, but I'm lacking awesome interview shoes and flashy black pants the ultimate impression D:! Also, I'm going to have to spray my fringe out my eyes .__." Incase they find the slight eye fringe insulting and making me un-hire-able :P Anyways the interview is in a few days later this week, so should be exciting :3 and nerve racking.
Another couple things, First off, emotional confusion and decision making! As previous mentioned, making a new friend whom I have known and worked with for ages :3 she's really awesome now that we've actually started to chat. Awkwardly invited her to the movies to join me with a friend, so her friend came and it was a bit awkward apparently xD Saw inception, OMFG AMAZING!!!! THE WORLD WILL NEVER BE THE SAME EVER AGAIN!!! But yeah it was pretty good :3 Spent the rest of that day watching more movies with my friend, later ended up briefly going to see the new girl at her uncles 40th birthday bash on her property :P That was also awkward, but I got a "Maybe we can hang next weekend and it will be awesome and non awkward! :)" So yeah, I dunno ^^" So much I can blurt and spill and unleash my mental mess and whatnot, but I'll just leave it at starting to meet a new person for now :3
Second, Complete LOLZ. Had my statistics tute again, this time with the actual lecturer. A: the class was less than half the size it was during the first week xD and B: I spent the majority of the lesson fighting hysterics and grinning like a fool :P She was trying to explain the correlation of two variables on a graph, To you chums who did maths studies in year 12, this is the r^2 value of a scatter plot of data. Measuring how close they resemble a linear relationship. ANYWAYS she tried to explain by putting a ruler on the projection paper to explain what she meant, this covered half the projection and didn't work :P So she got out her texter and drew a line through the data on the projection, and then she realised the projection was on the wall, not on the white board. It was a massive line too xD The class was laughing and I was like hysterical .__." Bawling and choking on my withheld crazy laughing. I hate hysterical laughter X.x" Every time I thought About it, i'd laugh more and more. In the end put my headphones in and continued taking notes to calm me down :P I still grin stupidly thinking about that moment. Hilarious.
Anywho, I have my mate Jackson down for the week :3 so that's pretty cool also.
Off to study and do some errands and whatnot now~Until next time guiz! :D
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Give me envy,
Give me malice, give me your a-ttention!
Give me envy give me malice baby give me a break!
♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫
Panic! at the disco are such an interesting band :P Sometimes I just wish I could sing so I could sing fast paced catchy songs like some of theirs ^^
Tonight I'm in an incredibly musical mood~ I accidentally ripped my head phones in half the other day D: and subsequently went half a day without my music. Left me a little mentally damaged I think :P Realised how much I live with my music in the background~ It's so calming :) Although it's the equivalent of locking myself away for the day and doing nothing :P Since all I do all day is play songs to myself instead of everything else ^^" Whoops.
So yes, This is yet another late night update :P I'm actually avoiding my chemistry homework :3 I promise I'll get into my homework hardcore starting from this friday though~
But yeah, anyways :P The mystery girl from statistics ended up adding me on facebook ^^ She turned out to be full blown country girl from Mildura who loves her horses :P Pretty interesting lass actually ^^ She seems like a very fun person, just that kind of always laughing and mucking around person :P Turns out she 'Has a boyfriend' though, apparently, but that's a completely different can on potatoes! :P I'm just glad to meet a new and interesting person
Having met someone new, I experienced the whole OMG I NOTICE NOW thing all day. I saw her in almost ALL my classes and numerously around the uni .__." It's so crazy how stuff like that works.
Added more awesome to my room, and it is now more awesome 8D I'm really starting to love my new room :)
Also, finally sorted whatever minor ex issues I had going ^^ Pretty sure I have all that under control now, So I'm pretty happy with life and everything in general :D Which is good~ Although I'm actually a little fearful about getting a job now .__." I might be hell'a lazy atm, but I'm a little concerned about how much work I'll get done if I get a week job as well D:
Speaking of which, dunno if it's in my last blog, but redid my resume and all the other day because It turns out I made a mistake on my resume with my email address :S Just as well I guess haha! But yeah, I felt so stupid X.x"
But ah, yessum :3 I'm feeling really social lately, seeing people and getting myself out there ^^ It feels good, think I might have to switch it up a bit for study soon though :P
And yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, Should probably do some of this chem now :P Night readers!~
Give me envy give me malice baby give me a break!
♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫ ♫
Panic! at the disco are such an interesting band :P Sometimes I just wish I could sing so I could sing fast paced catchy songs like some of theirs ^^
Tonight I'm in an incredibly musical mood~ I accidentally ripped my head phones in half the other day D: and subsequently went half a day without my music. Left me a little mentally damaged I think :P Realised how much I live with my music in the background~ It's so calming :) Although it's the equivalent of locking myself away for the day and doing nothing :P Since all I do all day is play songs to myself instead of everything else ^^" Whoops.
So yes, This is yet another late night update :P I'm actually avoiding my chemistry homework :3 I promise I'll get into my homework hardcore starting from this friday though~
But yeah, anyways :P The mystery girl from statistics ended up adding me on facebook ^^ She turned out to be full blown country girl from Mildura who loves her horses :P Pretty interesting lass actually ^^ She seems like a very fun person, just that kind of always laughing and mucking around person :P Turns out she 'Has a boyfriend' though, apparently, but that's a completely different can on potatoes! :P I'm just glad to meet a new and interesting person
Having met someone new, I experienced the whole OMG I NOTICE NOW thing all day. I saw her in almost ALL my classes and numerously around the uni .__." It's so crazy how stuff like that works.
Added more awesome to my room, and it is now more awesome 8D I'm really starting to love my new room :)
Also, finally sorted whatever minor ex issues I had going ^^ Pretty sure I have all that under control now, So I'm pretty happy with life and everything in general :D Which is good~ Although I'm actually a little fearful about getting a job now .__." I might be hell'a lazy atm, but I'm a little concerned about how much work I'll get done if I get a week job as well D:
Speaking of which, dunno if it's in my last blog, but redid my resume and all the other day because It turns out I made a mistake on my resume with my email address :S Just as well I guess haha! But yeah, I felt so stupid X.x"
But ah, yessum :3 I'm feeling really social lately, seeing people and getting myself out there ^^ It feels good, think I might have to switch it up a bit for study soon though :P
And yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, Should probably do some of this chem now :P Night readers!~
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